Farah Anne, ME LOVE!

i miss you so much, babyyyyyyy! Eeeeeeeee i just cant wait to
see you again and again and again and againnnnnnnnnnnnnn <3

*Hugs & Kisses

:)

New Year 2010

so here i am. i was suppose to go out with Fierra to Curve but
last minute my fever temperature went up. just like that -,-
whatthefffff. i have no idea what to do but to lay down like an old
lady who's about to die anytime. jahatnya -,- but whatever. mummy
& papa went out to celebrate. oh, yeay :/ friends and family ALL
are out. no one's free to see me :( how sad. okay so whatever,
i'm just here to say...

Here's to a wonderful New year 2010...and a warm adieu to the old!
Here's to happiness, good times, good cheers and the many joys yet to unfold!

whats life all about ?

2000000000000007

HO HO HO i know i know. and no, he's not my boyfriend. well, ex-boyfriend.
this was our first first first picture together. haha this was way back at 2007 :)
i kind of saw this picture somewhere in the folder and hahaha i miss that time
:'( well, things cant go back the same twice kan ? haaaaa but seriously i dont regret
anything :)

no. not again

help. I'm in a dilemma

Tag 10 people after you're done!

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 7

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 10

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 4

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 5

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 7

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 7

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 5

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 4

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 8

Grand Total: 57

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]


i'm a horrible person :/

-

fuck. i cant believe i'm doing this again :/ i'm so bad
somebody stop me.

slipped away

SORRY. i know the picture's kinda blur. its an old photo dahh anyway
i forgot where i got this picture from. this was way back on 2006 or 2005
not sure. i miss the good ole times with them :(
Alyssa, Andrea, Wayne, Rayne.
things now has changed. we changed. last time i saw you guys
was like, what, 5 months ago? we barely even talk now :(
i miss spending Christmas with you guys :(
i miss doing everything with you guys :(


i miss Andrea
i miss Alyssa
i miss Wayne
i miss Rayne

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i want you guys right now so badlyyyy :"(


guys guys? you remember that time when we had our gathering.
you came to my house for sleepovers and we didnt sleep for 1 whole week.
we'd do whatever we want cus our parent dont mind and the guys would wrestle
while watching WWE and we'd play stuff. ate like a pig. do this do that. and we found
porn in one of Andy's text books? and and AWWWWWWW :( that was the only
time i had the best time of my life :( compared to now, we dont even talk like
how we use to :( UGHHHHHHHH

so wow here i ammmmmm :D lama tak blog but whatever
i got my result today. PMR result. haha well, it wasnt that bad.
actually, tak bukak lagi the paper -,- anywayyyyyyyyssssss,
i'm so tired. i'm sorry Andrea :( i couldnt see you and and i do miss
you so much :'( but things has change dah kan? you're acting like
i-dont-care-if-i-never-see-you-again. why is that so? nevermind.
i'll not say a word to you until you say something to me FIRST!
i made myself looked like a fool just for you and nope. you didnt
appreciate any of it :/ well, take care lah yeeee :) just remember
the things that we've done for you and others. people, please dont ask
whats my result. even i dont know -,- haihhhh gimme a break lah
i'm tired. paham tak? GRRRRRRRR. so anyways,

ICANTWAITTOGETBACKTOSCHOOL! i miss my friennndddsssssssss :D

fed up -.-

some guys hari tu added me up on Myspace
and asked me if i was some guy punye ex , sape eh ? i forgot the name
kalau tak silap Amirul Haqim kot. quite a few *well ramai jugak*
that asked me the same thing :/ i hate repeating the same thing
over and over again -.- well people, i am not his Ex. haha i dont even
know him dah boleh jadi Ex dia. whoa hebat gile :p but guys seriously,
Amirul what? Haqim? whatever lah. is so not my ex. the only ex
i have yang nama Amirul is, Amirul Ashraf & Amirul Khalid.
so yeah , harap maklum. jgn tanye soalan same lg yeah.
sebb menyampah asyik ulang benda sama je :)
thanks ,


Sincerely from,
Chelsea Amira

12 Dec 2009

VILLA & LAREVA

*picture above , Lareva & Villa












CREDITS TO : Arif :)

12.12.2009

i'm still very very very the tired. i've never been this tired in my life -.-
went out with Fierra last night! haha it was super duper funnnnnn though.
we walked here and there. we bitched here and there. well not just that.
but.. banyak lahhhhhh. so i did went to VILLA's gathering. it was great meeting
them and stuff. sorry guys, i couldnt stay much longer cus someone was waiting
for me and Fierra. furthurmore, i was sweating like a pigggg. panas gila i tell you.
but i wasnt the only one lah, fuhhhhh. lucky meh. haha sooooo malam tu, nak balik
dah, i terserempak with ? haha yeah , i stoned. again. but this time, i manage to
say lah few words to him :/ jeeeeeezzz, akward moment. Fierra was like
" HANDSOMEEEEE GIILLLLEEEEEEEEE!! " haha i know. tell me why did we
break again? oh, i know. haha we met when i was in form 1. we were studying in
the same school kat Sevens. heeeeeeeee :) next year i'm gonna see him againnnn!
haaaaaaaaaa. anyways, i'm uploading the pictures we took yesterday in Myspace.
i'll do it later on, on Facebook. maklumlah internet pun slow macam siput nak mati
kan? -.- hmmmmmm. chawwww

I'M SO FREAKING TIRED. but whatever lah. Mummy, Abg Fatah,
Almaz and me, we just got back from Pavilion, KL. it was busy. mummy
went shopping shopping and me? haha biasalah. jumpa *ehem ehem*
he really wanted to see mummy so badly. he wanted to say HI and stuff
but i didnt let him cus i thought its too early for him to meet up with mummy.
-.- jahatnya aku. haihhhh. anyways, i had a great time. was suppose to
meet MyraVILLA today but she couldnt go out cus her cousin is sick :(
takpe. hope we're gonna meet this Saturday during the VILLA's gathering.
teehee. i'm so totally broke now. OH OH OH. we went Sunway Piramid yesterday
and me & abg Fatah watched 2012. fuck. it was awesome. haha
anyway, i'm gonna upload photos. so, chawwwww! :)

Fakta

aku tak pernah mengharapkan lelaki untuk buat hidup
aku bahagia. aku dah pun bahagia dengan teman teman
yang aku ada :)

Sepupupupupupuuu

Abang Fatah , Me & Kak Farah :)

with Aecha

oh my god. sumpah today was really FUNNNNNN!
so today *monday* i went out with Aecha. we went around
SACC Mall & PAS mcm orang gila, i tell you. haha
so first, there's this group of Indon's came to me and said
"bisa ambil photo bersama ngak?" and i was like "err eerrr okei"
haha they were super cute :p and second kitaorang kat PAS,
Aecha said that there's one hawt guy keje in one of the bag punye
kedai lah. so apa lagi? and apa salahnya? haha we went there
and screw you Cha, memang hawt gile that guy -.- i got his name
and *ehem* number. haha he's Firdaus. awhhh hawt hawt Firdaus.
gosh. haha dia kata "Sayang lah you dah ada bf" and we shooked
hand gila lama. mcm he taknak let go je -.- ecehhh suka la tu, Chels?
haihhhh. haha anyway, teman Aecha pegi sana actually to meet up
her classmates. which was my ex school mate lah dulu. and yeah
ex boyfriend. haha before they even saw me, i took off. haha
tak kuasa aku nak jumpa dorang -.- saw Aiman. yeahhh akward moment.
he and his gf. haha we could only smile *tu pun senyum kambing*
haha the others tak dpt jumpa cus takda rezeki kot hahaha
anyway, i wanna PEEEEE! and then i wanna sleeeeep! bye :)

i hate this part right here

seriously people you should stop it. stop calling me
Amira for God's sake. its not that i dont appreciate the name.
i do but the thing is that i'm not use to Amira cus Chelsea is
my first name and i dont like being called Amira. yeah go
ahead with what you wanna say but i'm tired of repeating the
same old thing over and over again -.- it really gets into my
nerve whenever you people do that. its just a name okay?
it doesnt mean that you have to get a Muslim name to be malay
kan? yeah, Aru said "dont write crap in your book" and my form 1
ustazah thinks i'm Christian and wears tudung to school for fun -.-
what the fuck? stop being racist lah. it sucks bitch. for once
you people are like adults, so start looking like one.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i just hate this. seriously -.- grow up lah.

so here i am, i havent slept for almost nearly 2 days -,-
kept yawning and yawning and yawning. gosh its boring
anywayyyyy, this week, i'm so gonna be busy :/ ughhhh

Monday- teman Aecha to her class's farewell party
Tuesday- follow mummy shopping in Pavilion
Wednesday- out with friends to Pavilion, again
Thursday- Piano class / drama & speech thingy
Friday- so not sure yet
Saturday- naik balik KL. VILLA's gathering.
Sunday- idontknowijustwannarest!


so here is kak Seri, being the usual her when she's watching her
favourite Endon series. kept talking and talking. eh, saya tak faham
lah kak seri -.- anyway, i'm so hungry. kononnya nak buang tabiat
makan malam. *diet* but again, the main thing i couldnt sleep also
is because i'm freaking hungryyyyyy :'( bongkar the kitchen but
still i dont find any food. whatthe....?

so anyway, i got the chance to chat with papa the other day.
and whooohhhoooo he said he might be bringing us to Australia
right after he comes back from Dubai *which is i dont know
when* haishhh. tension aku.


someone take me away? i'm dead-ad-ad-dea-dddd bored

Eeee, i was arranging some photos tadi then tiba tiba i saw
baby Rae's Photo :) awwww, the last time i saw her was at
unlce Jodin's funeral in Sabah :( i'm really looking forward to
see her again. we all miss her alot :(

I screwed up 96%of my teenage life so far. WHOA, 4 more to go :p

[X] Gotten detention.
[X] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[X]Gotten suspended.
[X] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[X] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total so far: 5

[X] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[X] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[X] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[X] Missed school cause you just didn't feel like going.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
Total so far: 5


[X] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[X] Texted people during class.
[X] Passed notes.
[X] Threw stuff across the room.
[X] Laughed at the teacher.
Total so far: 5

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[X] Went on myspace, facebook during class
[X] Took pictures during school hours.
[X] Called someone during school hours.
[X] Listened to an iPod, cd, etc. during class.
Total so far: 4

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[X] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[X] Broke the dress code.
[X] Failed a class.
[X] Ate food during class
Total so far: 4

[X] Gotten a call from school.
[X] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[X] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[X] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were NOT looking.
[X] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.(And or students)
Total so far: 5

[X] Faked your parents signature.
[X] Slept in class.
[X] Cursed at a teacher to their face
[X] Copied homework.
Total so far: 4


Multiply by 3

Whole total: 96

Then re post this as ; "I screwed up __%of my teenage life so far

Hhahaha bodohh -,-

they are the only one i have in my life,
they are the only one i want in my life,
they are the only one i need in my life,
and THEY are the only one i love for as long as i live :)

Budak budak macam korang membuangkan mase aku jeh

yeahhhh. korang MESTI nak ada connection ngan aku kan?
i mean, like nak 'awasi' aku and stuff? ehh for your information
kan, aku dah lama move on lah bodoh. so there's no need kau nak
show off dekat aku that 'they' are very fucking happy. cus you know
why? cus i'm happy with my own life jugak lah babiiiii. kau memang
dasar budak bodoh yang ade otak tapi memang tak reti macam
mane nak gune otak kan? ehhh kau nak demo dari aku ke? tak payah la
wehh. aku pun taknak buang mase. you're just asking your friends
to add me up to check up on my blog url and nak check kalau kononnya
aku takda life and nak kutuk korang. fuhhhhhh. hebat hebat lah fikiran
korang. well, and again, si bodoh bangang macam korang ni, salah! well,
like always -,- cus kalau nak ikut hati aku lah kan, aku taknak pun lah
but this time? you made me. now, why dont you and your pathetic friends, just
cut the crap? cus aku dah penat lah nak layan korang. macam ape jeh
kesian aku tengok korang. so from now on, try to
get your very own life motherfucker :).
haaaaaaa thanks for the co operation, though.

i dont forgive people because i'm weak. i forgive them because
i'm strong enough to understand that everyone makes mistakes.