Setinggi Bintang

haha so after my FAVOURITE sinetron Hitam Putih finished, i watched this
Setinggi Bintang and i hated it so much. then kan, bila that girl sang,
goshhhhh, suka terus. but i didnt get to watch this from the beginning
lah. what i know is that girl who sang this song was blind. gila best dohhh.
haha tengok lah tengok lahhhh. happening gilaaaa. haha

so i got my stuff just now. and we went to Tenby International School
in Setia Alam to see the principle untuk Almaz, and gosh. i wanted to move
there jugak. eceh, kononnya alasan to protect Almaz -,- tapi when i got there
sumpah gila babi some of the girls gila stuck up :/ hawt lah tuh? well, they are.
even budak budak kecik Almaz punya age pun lawaaaa gila. haha okei
whatever -,- nobody's perfect kan kan kan? so am i. haha bodohhh
actually takda motif nak post this thing. i dont even know why i'm posting this.
oh, bored lah punya pasal. so, bye :) going to McD. har har har btw, in Perlis
i ate like non stop and seriously i'm fat :( haaaaa i dont wanna be fatttt.

Finally, relaxed

so here i am. back at home. from Perlis. wohoooo i've

earned alots of moneyyhhhh. petang nanti gonna go jalan jalan

with mummy dearrryyy :) ho ho. so um, i'm like so bored.

i've done everthing. and now i've got nothing left to do.

i think i'm gonna renovate my room. boleh lah kan papa?

*winkwink* kak Narissa just told us about what she did to her

room. and goshhhhh, nak buat jugak. oh yeahhh, kak Narissa

showed her some clothes yang her friend gave her from Bangkok,

i was like non stop ohmygod-ing. it was sooooo beautifuuuuul.

lagi lagi kalau kak Narris put it on. haaaaaaa jealous doooo. haha

oh, end of this year, mummy dearryy wants me to get braces.

nah not a big deal. haha kata mummy "for your own good,

daughter dearryyy" haha. life has been perfectly imperfect so i made

a little change. and it became a huge one -.-' haaaaaaa nebermind larh

i dont care where life takes me to. i'm ready sudahhh. so bawak lah

aku terbangggg :) anyway, gonna go out kejap lagi. nak beli some

DVD's. heh, maklumlah tonight all the cousins are coming to stay over.

so i'm sure as hell once we're together, we'll never sleep. so yeahhh,

Toodles ;)

Keith Whitley's Friday, i'm over you.

Where there's a cloud, don't mean there's rain
Tears in my eyes, don't mean there's pain
Don't flatter yourself
I'm over you

Things aren't always what they seem
You can't believe everything you read
On my face
I'm over you

You heard i'm drinking more than i should
That i ain't been looking all that good
Someone told you i was taking it rough
Why they making those stories up
When i'm over you

There were times that if you'd been around
You would have seen me broken down
But now you won't
I'm over you

So if i seem a little bit cold
It only means you've lost the hold
You had on me
I'm over you

You heard i'm drinking more than i should
That i ain't been looking all that good
Someone told you i was taking it rough
But why they making those stories up
When i'm over you

You heard i'm drinking more than i should
That i ain't been looking all that good
Someone told you i was taking it rough
But why they making those stories up
When i'm over you
I'm over you
I'm over you

just to cover up the older post

if one day you see me walk pass by you with someone
in my arms, just remembered that nobody had ever loved
you like i ever did. and remember that i was the girl you
screwed. and you know you regret it. but Darling, its just too
little to late to take it all back :)

Forgive an Forget :)

so here goes, aku tak percaya aku cakap ni kat kau but i forgive you.
i'm gonna start my life all over again. yeah, after you screwed me.
i'm not gonna pick up all the pieces that you left. i'm just gonna
leave it :) and just so you know, i am really so over you already.
well, its not easy to forgive you just like that after what you did but i wanna
forget you so badly then i'm forgiving you bit by bit. tapi remember
Sayang, anything happens to me, you are the first person i'm gonna
haunt haha yes. seriously. no jokes. and all i want is to be happy
without you and i am. i am already happy. Sayang, you did me wrong
but then for that you made me strong. i never thought i could be this
strong :) fyi, about that night, yeah. it WAS my first. but that doesnt
mean youre my "first love" okaii? so jangan nak perasan cepat sangat.
and now, you can leave me & my blog alone. cus aku dah penat nak
cakap pasal kau. well aku tak nak pun. but you made me. haha
see what you have done to me? even aku tak percaya. so tapi takpe.
again as i said, forgive and forget. kan? :) Toodles.

Aubreyyyyy Cassandra Tasha Carlos :)
i love love love love you sangat sangat
thanks for everything yaaa , i really appreciate
you're the bestt <3

Birthday Wish.

i've thought about this over and over again. well, i wanna change things.
i wanna study. haha i know, you're like "chelsea? study? GET REAL"
i bet. right? but whatever, i dont care if you believe or not. yes, back to
changing things up. i wanna make my life so much easier. i wanna be
someone new. well, i'm gonna try to change into someone better. i know,
i've been hurting people. and thats not gonna happen anymore. i'm gonna
do my best on my life. that means, studies, relationship with families and so on.
like for instant, i realize, i'm the only one who's not close to any of my Dad's
family. and for that, i'm gonna try to fit it. yeahh, no matter what it takes.
i just wanna make my parents proud of me and happy. cause that makes me
happy too :) okay. next, i know, i've been treating some people like they dont
mean a thing to me when they actually do. i'm so terribly sorry. i like troubling
people as i realize, saying things or doing things without thinking what people
would say or feel. but like i said, i'm gonna change. relationships? guys.
just so you know, i am NOT lesbian ok. haha but i'm just not interested
in having relationship. its not like your gonna last forever right? sorry. no
offense. but i just dont wanna get my heart hurt. maybe just 'for fun'
relationship would be okay. but not serious. i dont wanna rush things up.
i still wanna enjoy life with ALL my Families and my Girls. i see people my age
crazily in love. i dont feel jealous or whatever, its just that, i dont believe in love
but in destiny, in fate, in the magic of the universe. and yeah, sorrry if this may
make you angry or what. i'm just saying what i'm feeling :) and so,
all i want is to be happy for the rest of my life.
thats my only wish.

Toodles,

you're worth it. but i blew it all up.

i knew this two guys since we were little. we were best friends and sometimes
we hated each other till we wanna strangle one another till death -,- okay. we
knew everything about each other. well, not really lah. but our parents were
more than best friends. more like brothers and sisters. but that isnt the point.
so one day, something went wrong and we didnt get to see each other for a long time.
until this year. we went to the place we always go for a New Years' Celebration.
i heard about them two years ago. something happened. but then i couldnt go and
meet them cus i was in the middle of something. so anyway, back to New Year,
i secretly had a huge crush on his younger brother. we talked and we danced.
and luckily my cousin had his phone number. and they texted. so this one night, he
asked my cousin for my Myspace. and he added me. and so, i saw his eldest brothers'
Myspace and added him too. cus what the hell? we were friends since we were both
young. so whatever lah. this younger brother dont really go to Myspace as much as
his eldest brother. and from that moment *i still had a crush on him lah that time*
i just commented his eldest brother and we also chat. few days after or before Valentines
day, he asked for my number cus he's coming to my town to meet his friends. and
he said "oh maybe we could meet somewhere and we catch up about each other"
so i gave him my number. and then i forgot about his brother*younger*. at the same time,
theres this feeling i felt for him. the eldest brother lah. and so did he. we met at my
mum's birthday party. he's younger brother couldnt come cus he had this sailing thing
to do in Penang if i'm not mistaken. so did the eldest brother. but he didnt go. cus
he wanted to see me, too. we had a great time. that was when i knew i was crazily inlove
with him. and so we were together for about 4 months. till one day, our very first
so-called big fight. we didnt talk to each other for 3 days. i tried to say i'm sorry to him in
a text but he didnt reply. and for that, i thought he gave up on me. on the second day,
which was on Mothers' Day, i met someone. and we got together. in one of the days,
the eldest brother, texted me and asked me about the guy i was with then. and it was the
worst day of my life. it was all misunderstood. i've got all the explaination that i wanted
to hear. and right on that day till now, i still regret. he was too good to be treated like
that. he was too good to be true. he was one in a million. he was the one i ever wanted.
he was just my everything. and he is still. and i swear it was all just misunderstanding.
and now, he had this impression that i'm a player. yeah, once a player always a player
right? but thats just not me. i'd give up anyone i'm with just to get back with you
again. but i'm just too little too late right? i'm sorry you :( i never want this to happen to
us. and just so you know, i never stop regretting. even when i left you for that guy, i still
do think about you. i still do care about you and i still do love you. but the thing is..


i just dont know how to win your heart again though i tried to be close to you again.
you got over me. and i did not yet. youre avoiding me, i can see. for every pain i caused
you, i'm sorry.


even my friends were so happy we were together. and my mum, she never stop
saying i was lucky to have you.

but..


i left the one i truly love which was you for some son of a bitch who only
knows to cause me problems.

ps/ you know who you are. cus we were both young when i first saw you.

Hugs and Kisses, Chelsea Amira.
X O X O.

sorry if theres some mistake or what so ever,
i'm just too tired to re-read. i'll do it tomorrow :)

love is in the air

as we were watching 'What Happened in Vegas' in Nana's house...


Nana: Two word's guys hate don't and stop unless you put them together. wohoo

Chels: hah. tell me bout it *winks to Zaf*

Zaf, Zaem, & Pijol: Halamak :S

Chels: I'll try anything once, twice if I like it!

Zaf: ahhaaa =="

Zaem: Na Sayang, you know what? Sex is like math. Add the bed, subtract the clothes, divide the legs and hope you don't multiply!

Pijol: ohh and just like "Find em, feel em, fuck em, forget em."


Chels: okaii, picture this Zaf, I'm in your bed body hot, mad hot i tell you, soaking wet thinking about the things I'd like to do I'm wide open when it comes to you.

Nana: Eeeeeeee hahaha look at... ZAF!

Zaf: argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *runs down to kitchen*

Zaem: ohhhhhhh. okay -,- back to reality check you guys

Pijol: Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(


hahaha i dont even know why we suddenly had this talk but guys,
i love you soooooo much. Esp, Nana, Zaf, Zaem :)

too little too late

awwwww how much i missed school. heh. tu lah, dulu masa ada sekolah
tak nak datang. mati mati nak ponteng. sekarang rindu sekolah. whhaaaattt lah
i miss 3P :) alottt.

when she hit the ground nanti

hahaha haaaaaa dah puas dahh chelseaaaa amiraaa?
tadi tempted sangat and now dah dapat. dah puas chels?
haha oh hi hi hi by the way. this is Nana. i bet she've told you
guys pasal i kan? yes? no? well, i'm her very da only besh fwen yang tahan
sama dia. haha (gedikk lah) okey what i mean is, i je yang tahan
perangai gila dia tuh haha bodoh. just to inform, chels suruh
i to tell the whole wide ...ohh wait. chels cakap cepat sngt lah =="
ahh ok. to tell the whole universe yang dia gila gila happy. haha i je
tau kenapa lahh. i pun happy juge. tapi tak sehappy chels. whoot whoot.
ok. chels is now currently jumping on her bed with a bottle of ********
haha she cant type now. gila lah budak tu. mabuk dah haishyoooo.
ok. chels suruh i post pasal what happened today. i know what happened.
i was with her the whole day -.- okkkk.


we had sleep over. and duhhhh, we didnt sleep. hooooooooo best gila kan chels?
haha errr then the next day, we went Subang Parade. wheeeeee chels makan
banyak gila. babe, you ARRRREEEEE fat! hahahaah so balik balik tuh chels
gila emo tak pasal pasal. i panic gila cus she tiba tiba marah. eeeeee kena rasuk ke?
pelik lah budak nih. yeah. then tadi pasal tempted tu i cannot tell lah. chels kata
"wekk wekk kita kita je tau ngok!" EXACTLY like that. cus she just said it.
whateva so Zaf baru call chels, chels angkat angkat call and letak l/speaker je
terus kata "ahhhhh ahhhhh i know you want mehhhh" dengan suara yang EEEEEEE!
hahahah gataii nohh chels :p chels is now cam-whoring EEEEEE tak boleh belah.
i wanna go now. but chels is like "no no no. jangan berani. kalau tak aku.........."
haha okayyy ohhh tadi kan di subang parade kann, chels kan
gila gila flirt dengan mamat Nandos. well, mamat Nandos tu HAWT gila
hahahahahah gila chels buat dia cair. haha well he strated it.
chels pun tag along larh. haha wa tabik sma lu lah! haha
haha okkk. i have got no freaking idea what to write dah. chels. help me sikit?
chels just habis smoke satu kotak of SKL. which is tinggal sikit je
babi u tak tinggalkan untk i =='
takpee. haha sebagai balasan, I"M OFF padan muka u. wekk wekk lagi lah. jezzz


PS: sorry kalau tak faham. i'm just not into blogs, writing blogs. i'm not used to it
so thats why some parts mcm ape je. okay. maybe all the parts =='



- Nana Idris

i told you things will get better in time

great. i cant even eat. cus now that Almaz have a FEW fishes IN the house
which is IN the kitchen, i cant eat. geliii lahhhh -.- haha whatever. its a
good thing also, so that i could loose some weight and fats -.- haiihhhh
anywayyy, thanks to Sharmila's chocolates, that made me gain more.
haha ohhh and thanks to her also for giving me a sexxaayyyy shirt :) ily lahh
haha i bet your gonna miss me next year :D

Andrea, Wayne, Lance, Rayne and Alyssa? remember there's this one time
our parents let us do whatever we wanna do? the ones that we didnt sleep for
like one whole week? haha and me found a porn CD in one of Andy's text books?
haha yeahhhh, i miss that time. i know we're like so far apart now. but whatever
it is, i still love you guys no matter what they say about you guys :)

i was viewing my late Uncles' profile in Facebook. uncle Vincent and uncle Jordin.
i miss them alot :( i realize that the last time i met both of them is when i was having
a HUGE fight with mummy and they came to talk to me and adviced me
about that whole thing. and then.. i never saw you again after that :( thanks for
the understanding and caring :) i really appreciate. just so you know, i'll always
remember both of you for as long as i live :)

okay. school school school holidays? i'm just planing on resting for a couple of weeks
and after that i'll go Penang with or without mummy. HAHA i mean it. i'll be dead
bored without my cousins :) errr i really hope Wayne could come with me.
awwww pweetyy pwettyy pleashhh come with me Wanye? you dont want me
to go all by myself dont you? haha

soooo my ex boyfriend still thinks i wanna go and waste my time bloging about
him. what a shame nak perasan. haha cut the crap lah sayang. i've got no time to
bitch about you. but i'll let you know when i do okay? :)

errrrr Papa agreed! at last he agreeed to have a puppy again! yeayyyy. Papa, i
promise you i'll take care of him no matter what it takesss! i'll take it as a birthday
gift from papa :) iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou. and thanks for the new hairdryer by the way.
you know i really wanted to blow straight my hair everytime we wanna go out.
kan kan kan? hee. i have the best Father any daughter could ever wished for <33


banggang lahh Myspace Help. babii lahhh si Tom Tom tuhh
Grrrrr. picture paling aku sayang dia pergi delete. well, to be precise,
its just a photo of me exhaling smoke -.- and kata Tom "nude"
what the fuck? arghhhh. Myspace sucks big time.


Hugs and Kisses.

i ate. and i saw a fish in an aquarium and eventually, i puked -.-
Eeeeeeeeee, geli lahh

finally. the day is here. i feel so relaxed. so free. i feel joy.
i dont know why. i kept searching for the reason but nahh
i dont give a shit cus i've never felt this happy. haha anyway,
school is over. hols just started. and i think i'm gonna continue
my piano lessons. yeahhh baby. haha.4 more days and i'm gonna
get a puppy! hee. so errrr, i got new hairdryer againnnn. and again.
haaaaaa now i can blow straight my hair! haha poyo -.-
okaii

keep it upppp

just went out jogging with Nana plus her boyfriend, Zaem.
and and and of courseeeeeee Zaf :) haha we went around the park
for about 3 rounds and came back to my house and we ate for
like 3 to 5 pieces of chicken wings. hah. thanks mummy -.-
the jog was for nothing. after eating terusssss baring. TF? eeeeee
ni semua Nana punya pasal lah. ishhhhh. kata jeee nothing nothing.
nanti i gemuk siapa nak jawab? GRRRRRR. haaaaa after the jog, brought
Almaz around the neighbourhood and tadaaaaaa, i bummed into someone
i dont wanna see ever again :/ well, ALMOST bummed. hee. so i HAD
to make one big round to get back home just not to bummed into him.
whatthe.... hhmmphhh. whateverlahhhh. haaaa tomorrow's the last day of school
:( gonna take lotsa pictures :)

daaaaaa

Mr. Arumugam: if you people think you are truly madly deeply
inlove now..it means u people are a liar! you say
"my darling, i cant live without you" its all
tahi kucing lah. you say this and you say that but
in the end, you'll end up with some other guy/girl.
there's no true love in your age. no. its all cheats.

and bla bla blaaaaaa i forgot. haha






school was superduper boring :) haha yes i went to school
cus i was bored at home and no it didnt make any difference.
boring gilaaaaaa. but heh, whatthehell, i'm not gonna meet them
anymore next year so just jumpa lahh :) errrr. so whatever,
i'm so terrified about PMR's result thingy. haaaaaiiisssshhh.
i'm still not ready for the results :( but whatever lah.
okaiii. gottogooo. ada BBQ. weeheeeeeeee :DD

heart of a stranger

so adalah this guy in myspace. he add me.
so what the hell? i approve lahh. all of a sudden
kasi comment saying that i'm sombong and stuff.
padahal i just approved him a few seconds ago.
and i didnt even get to go to his profile just yet
and tiba tiba i was said 'you sombong gile lah'
and bla bla blaaa. haihhh. boys will be boys. tak boleh
nak sabar. suke hati mak bapak diaorang je main tuduh.
haha i know kan? bodoh. well, sorry. what i meant was,
*some* boys :)

bodoh lah kau

it was a night to remember that we must forget.
&&
we must never forget to remember it.

cant understand? let me slow it down for you.
dont ever you dare to bring that up again.

that was then and this is now. so let it go.

Shabooooyahhhh

" when life brings you down , dont say 'why me?'
instead , say 'try me' "

thanks Andrea. i miss you. and also the others.
Wayne Rayne Andy Alyssa Lance Maemay Amelia Jackie

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i really wanna get out from here.
like.. i dont know. go for a vacation or something. do something.
urghhhhhh. i'm so bored. haha by the way, Zaf baby, good luck
for tomorrow yeahh? sorry tak angkat call you and tak reply
text you. i NAK you study :) and i miss you already sayang. hee

muhammad zafreil falliq b. dato' abd razak

November 10 2009 , 23:17

chelsea amira binti amir zohri bin abdul rahim bin...
sorry sayang, i lupa. hehe. anyway, i tau you dah tidur.
yelahh, tunggu you reply msg punya lama. tapi takpe.
untuk you i sanggup tunggu brape lame pun. ok.
here's the thing, i've been dying to tell you this. i know we've
met only about 1 week. but baby, i've never felt macam ni.
i mean, i know you dont want to rush things up at this very moment
lagi lagi dengan situation you but, i love you. i sumpah demi Allah
sayang gila kat you. what happened that night, i nak you percaya i.
nothing will stop us. nothing will keep us apart. i bukan nak buat promise
je and bagi you harapan and let you fall. tak. i bukan macam ex you yang
cakap besar tuh. tapi i'm here, i nak bgthu you that, i nak jaga you.
i nak protect you. i nak go through every moments dengan you.
tak ksah lah buruk mane pun atau baik mana pun. tapi i want it to
be with you. so lastly, chels, i betul betul harap you dapat terima i.
i dont want to be JUST your boyfriend. but also your bestfriend.
in the past one week that we've been hanging out together, was
the best days i have ever had in my life. night night sayang. sweetdreams.
sleep tight. i love you more than anything. i miss you. eventhough i just met
you this afternoon. tapi tak puas. and sayang, Hugs and Kisses.
remember? cinta ini hanya milik kita berdua, sayang. hehe
*****************************************************

Thanks Zaf. i love you <3,
yours always,
Chels :)

alamak

i realize i've been spending my WHOLE time with Zaf. and Zaf,
studddyyyy laaahhhhhh. SPM :) haha padan muka youuuuuuu.
anyways, i dont think you've been studying too. cus you're like
24/7 with me. and and errrrr, sorry sayang for holding you back.
been watching movies. ghost movies. and God, it scared the hell
out of me :/ but its just a movie for Goodness sake right? haha
starting to miss school -.- tired of you Zaf. haha, slumber je kan?
haha siapa suruh you buat i marah? :p nak touchiiinnnggg jugak.
haha. okayyy *cut the crap about Zaf* and soooooo anyway, i'm
soooo dead bored at homeeeeee. all i do is, eat eat eat eat, and..er, eat.
TV shows/movies sucks. malaysian Ghost movie sucks huge time!
the ghosts are suppose to be scary but this? it looked funny. and NOT
even scaryyy. hah tf? its funny when its meant to be scary, and its NOT
funny when its meant to be funny -.- haha. whateverlah. so uhm,
should i go to school tomorrow? i really am bored at home. tired of being bored.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. okay. we'll see.

Reality Check!

ohhhmyyyygodddd. woke up this morning. was wondering
whether yesterday was just a dream. waited till noon, i got my answers.
and shitttttttttttttt! it wasnt a dream after all. it was reality.
thank you God. i never want this to end ever again. i've screwed
up once and no, it aint gonna happen again. i swear. i'm just so happy.
i swear i dont know what happened but it all happened wayyyy too fast.
but who gives a shit? hee. i'm just glad that my wish came true :) really.


okayy okayyyy, so on saturday afternnoon, mum sent me to jusco
bukit raja and *whhhoooppp* i bummed into Fierra and the Indons.
hehehh. okay. so went out with Damia and her friend, Teha. we watched
Phobia 2. gila fuck! happeningggg gilaaaaa i tell youuuu. it was the best
movie lahhh. haha the ending was really funny. and reaaaallllyyyyy
scaryyyy. it freaked the hell out of us. haha anyway, still wondering what to do
today. since mummy is really sick disebabkan the Thai Massage she went
yesterday. awwwww, poor mummy. and TV is conquered by Almaz -.-
friends? ouuuuuttttttt. shit laaahhhh. sokayh sokayh. might just call
Zafriel to come here :) datang lahhh sayang datanglahhh. haha yeahhh
whatever. sooooooooooo boooorrreeeeddddd. online pun so boring.
macam lifeless je asyik online. sokayhhh, will find something to do with
someone. heeeeeeeee. ZAF ZAF ZAF ZAF ZAF ZAF ZAF ZAF ZAF!
-.- Zaf, i know you're like "why you so obbsessed with me, Girl i wanna know"
hahaha SHUT UPPPPPP.

okay. i'm outttta here.

14 November 2009

i dont know how
i dont know when
i dont know why
i dont know where
aaaannnndddd..
i dont know what.
seriously i know nothing!
but i swear that yesterday was the
BEST day of my life!

i get who i want, i've said what i wanted to
whoever, and i get what i wanted.

haha yes you motherfucking son of a bitch,
BOW DOWN. you lost.

and now to tell you, you are OFFICIALLY the only person
i swear i will hate for as long as i live! and you're also officially
out of my head, minds, heart, body, soul, and outta my sight!
ffffuuuuucccckkkkyyyoooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu,
jantan tak gune. hahahaah

okay. satisfied. wahhhhhh, i'm so happy!

i thank God for this. i truly do :)

so yesterday

AHHHH SHHHIIIITTTT what the hell?
i didnt get watch the last episode of my FAVOURITE
indon movie. how could that be? it was just ONE day
i didnt get to watch tv and its over already the story?
punya lahhhh cari ulangan dia macam orang gila.
tengok tengok dah habis dah -.- never in my life
i missed any of my FAVOURITE series, movies or
whatthefacckkkkk. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,
went google- ing about the movie *wanted to see the ending so
badly* and yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, dapat pun!
its was a great ending though. i cried. biasalahhh. soooo
romantic and sooooo touching -.- haaaaaaa and now i'm stuck here
at home. alone :s with nothing to do. somebody call 911. i'm
sooooo boredddd

a little too late to apologize

i'm sorry for every pain(S) , shame(S) , and disappointment(S)
that i've cause . I Love You , Papa .

siapa yang makan cili , dialah yang terasa pedas nya. HAHA

hahahahahahahaha bodohhhnyaaaa kaaauuuuu. eh listen, kau ingat aku ni

nak habis kan masa aku blog pasal kau lahh jantan pukiiimmmaakkk? hahahah

ehhh, listen ehh, aku takde masa lah nak blog pasal kau. kau ingat kau sorang je

ke yang aku benci gila babi? hahahaha.

JUST STOP IT! DONT WRITE ANYTHING ABOUT ME! WE'RE OFF! JUST WRITE ABOUT YOUR BOYFIEE! I GOT MY GIRL AND I WANT TO CONCENTRATE TO HER! ANYONE WHO READ THIS PLEASE LET HER KNOW ABOUT THIS! AND TELL HER HOW MUCH I HATE HER! JUST BECAUSE SHE WRITE DOWN ON HER BLOG ABOUT ME! OMG! SO ANNOYING!

haaaaaaa, kau nak CONCENTRATE? and kenapa harus kau concentrate? hahahahahahaha ohhhh,

so kena lahh ni? ehhhh, kalau ikut hati aku, aku taknak pun tau apa kau cakap pasal aku. tak ohhh well,

ramai yang kata i should read. so i read lahhh bodoh. and and kau ingat kau sorang jelah binatang yang

aku kutuk kat sini? hoiiiiiii. kalau nak perasan tuh, agak agak lah. jangan nak over. GEEEEELLLLIIII aku. hahaha

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL LIAR! FUCKK YOU! OHMYGOD! I HATE YOU!!!

hahahaha thats why you fall for me kan? i know. unlike you, cakap je sweet. buuuuuttttttttttt, when i really

get to know you SIKIT, ohmygoddddddd, TERUK GILA. macam ape je kau nehhhhhh. menyampah aku :)

thanks for the compliment though. hehehehe

FUCK YOU TO THAT PERSON I HATED SO MUCH IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! I SWEAR I HATE YOU! I NEVER HATE SOMEONE THIS MUCH BEFORE! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! WE'RE OFF THEN PRETEND LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING! NO NEED TO MAKE THIS THING UP AGAIN! I FOUND MY GIRL AND YOU FOUND YOUR GUY! THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP! WHAT A LOSERR!

fuck youuu, fuck you very very much oh oh ohhhh, hahahahaha. aku lagi lah tak pernah benci orang macam ni.

ape nehh? tiru orang je tau. malu lahh sikit. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. kau sah sah bodoh. and apa kau merepek ni? aku tak paham lahhh.

haaaaaaaa, now who should shut the fuck up? kau lahhhh. yang kau sebok sebok pasal life

aku, blog aku, hahaha oh goshhh, kenapa lahh? malu lah sikit. kata lah kau pun menyampah, tapi kenapa

nak baca blog aku? hahaha booooddddooooohhhhh

pukimak pnye betina! kau da mnyampah pegi mampos la! yg kau nak memekak memekak ni pahal! kau igt aku tak free? mcm baru klua NERAKA LA SIAL!! WAHHH! IM SO HAPPY WITHOUT YOU LOSERR!!! YOU DONT KNOW ME I DONT KNOW YOU! THEN SHUT UP! GET LOST WITH YOUR INTERGORATE! DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING TO ME OR SCARED ME AWAY!! FUCKK YOUU!

hahahahahaha bodoh tak banggang. well, bagi kau, kau baru keluar dari neraka ehh? hahahah okay. BUT for me,

macam aku baru keluarr dari tempat yang lagi teruk dari neraka lahh babiiiiii. ohh wait. bukan macam, memang pun.

hahahaha rasa amaaaaaaaaannnnn lahh bodohhh. eeeeeeeeeeeee, macam ape je kalau aku ngn kau.

nasib lahhhh dah over kan? yeahhhhhh :) kau ingat its all about you? ehhhh, aku nak memekak ke memekik ke ape ke,

kau susah ape? kau kutuk aku, aku kutuk kau lah. YOU JUMP, I JUMP. kan? hahaha babiiii. geli akuuuuuuuuuu :p

psssstttt, remember those word you USED to say?? I LOVE YOU MORE THAN OCEAN DEEP or

MORE THAT SAND IN THIS WORLD

AND blaaaaa blaaaa blaaaaa bullshit? haha. well, thats how i felt for you. just in the opposite. as in, I HATE YOU

MORE THAN OCEAN DEEP / MORE AND SAND IN THIS WORLD / I HATE YOU MORE THAN I, MYSELF CAN IMAGINE :D

HAHAHAHA kau bodoh lah. ada otak tak guna otak. kau tak malu ke nak sebok sebok bace blog aku? padahal aku dah tukar everything dah. macam mana kau dapat URL blog baru aku ni pun, i've got no idea. haha, you son

of a bitch. but for one thing that i'm sssssoooooo sure is that

i just never/wont EVER cry over you. you're not worth it, youuu motherfuckinglying manwhore :)

kau tau, aku rasa lega dapat tau apa kau cakap pasal aku. lega pasal ape pun aku tak tau.

maybe sebab aku suka BITCH about kau jugak kot. well, what to do? kau nak halang? how?

suruh budak budak kau cakap kat aku or sound aku? ehhh, buat lah ape kau nak buat. kau ingat kau

sorang jelah dapat buat? bodoh sial. hahaha

aku still tak rase puas hati. sebab kau buat aku ngn bapak aku gaduh. thats all yang aku tak puas hati.

sampai aku ngan bapak aku dah elok, baru aku akan stop cakap pasal kau. ada paham anak sial? haaaaaaa

so lain kali, agak agak lah.

siapa siapa yang baca ni and tau who i'm talking about, please let him know. ohh wait, you dont have to.

kau ni kan busy body? my latest update pun kau tau. macam mana? hahaha kau kan stalker aku :) you'll

never get rid of me, thats for sure. ehhhh jantan pukimak, sampai bila kau nak ikut ikut blog aku ni?

aku dah penat lah nak tukar URL aku -.- kau lahh, sebok sangat. tak malu -.- kalau aku lah kat tempat kau,

aku dah rasa malu gila. haha kau tau selama ni, kawan kawan aku nak tengok profile kau but i said i'm not going

to see your profile cus every little inch of you is a piece of shit. even you, taikkkk babi. taikk anjing. kau menang

bodoh lah. aku baruuuuu perasan. hahaha.

and last, you suck, bastard :) kesian. but you really do. haha bodohh

tulisan berwarna merah ialah dari si jantan tak reti malu tulah, si jantan pukimak :)

and the hitam tu, from me to si bodoh tu :) byeeeeeee

nak sambung tidur.

i miss you :(

Papa,



this was way back when things were alot better

14 November 2009

i cant wait for the FLYNIVERSARRY !! heee
this saturdayy kan :) gonna go with Fierra and others.
ohhh , Budi's driving. haha , ohhhh not to forget.
gonna meet Farahhhhh <3 . GOSH.
rindu gila siaaaaaaaaaal kat kauuu. see yaaahhhh

I'm not here for your entertainment

first, i miss talking to papa. i miss being with my papa.
i just dont know how to tell him that i'm verrrryyyy sorry
for what i've done that might have made him felt so embarrassed :(
i'm really so sorry papa. i know. its not easy to forgive and forget
about 'this'.but i'm seeking for your forgiveness. anyway,
i'll find a way to fix things up again. i've made this mess and now
i'm gonna clean it up. i've hurt alot of people who cared about me
just for this one particular person for nothing. and all i get for return
is a shame. regret. and all. but i swear. it'll never happen ever again.
hey jantan tak gune, you'll regret one day. i swear to God. atas nama
Allah, kau akan terima balasan yang teruk gila babi. i'm just soooooo
freaking mad. because of you, i've got to go through all this. i was having
a great relationship with my family before you stepped into my life.
but now, look at what i'm standing? none of them would even look at me
the same way they did to me long ago. and all you could say was
"alasan you tak logik" pukimak kau lahhhhhhh!! i hope you choke and die.
kalau ikut hati aku, memang aku nak tulis nama kau je and everything about
you. tapi nasib baik lah aku ni ada perasaan and otak, aku fikir kau jugak.
kalau tak memang dah lama kau mampussss! takpe.
what goes around, comes around kan? biarlah balasan tuh datang sendiri
kat kau. and i wish you the WORST! and may God never bless you, sayang :)
**********************************************************
all i wish for now is to get back to the time where things
were alot better. where i dont have to worry about anything.
and the times when i was never sad. but what can i do? i'm so sorry
to those people that i've hurt. i wasnt thinking at that time. and it all
happened too fast. WAY to fast. and now i really regret :( i really hope
papa and others would forgive me.

Pasti Ada Kamu

haaaaaaaaa, i just finished watching Hitam Putih and godddd
its so good. i cried watching it. soo touching. between the father's
love to his daughter. its so sad how he have to watch her
suffering and not doing anything cus he's paralyzed. kesiaaaannnyyaaa.
and and how the maid is trying so hard to protect her in many/any
ways she could. ohhhhh, and how Surya have to pretend liking a slut
and watch her torture Dinda. which he HAD to hide the pain cus
he's tryna help her(Dinda) by hurting her infront of that slut, Tania. and and
it hurts me :S cus nobody *the good people* understand what Surya is
tryna do for them but to blame him. haaaaaaaaa shit. you people
really do have to watch this. hahahahaaa gila lah aku ni. pasal cerita
tv pun boleh jadi macam nih. mcm budak kecik je -.- what to do?
i'm boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.
hahaha i'm currently downloading the movies' theme song and bla bla bla
that has got something to do with that movie lahh. gila obssess dohh.
okay okaaaaayyy. REALITY CHECK! fuhhhh. so, Zaf came by. again -.-
kau tak bosan ke asyik ke sini 3 kali sehari? tau lah rumah dekat. haiiii
penat aku bukak pintu untuk kau :p haha, relax Zaf. you're the best cousin
i have ever have. well, including Wayne and Andrea lah. haha.
youre JUST my cousin and aku still tak puas hati. haha. kau tak layak la
jadi cousin aku. boyfriend aku barulahh. hahaha. jeeezzz. joke joke.
haaaaaaaaaaaa, okayyy. enough about Zaf. now School. baru nak pegi skolah esok.
tengok tengok esok sabtu -.- punya semangat text classmates aku and tell them
to come tomorrow. tak pasal pasal kena bahan -.- sudah lah korang. malu aku.

Shabooooyahhhh

first, wahhhhh. my hair is sooooo perfect tonight.
like how i always wanted. yeah, probably just for tonight.
its soooo smooth. soooo wavy/curly and soooo..oh well,
its perfect! but still i miss my old hair -.- it was sooo
longgggg, soooo straight. ehem, flat as well. haaaa
and it's sooo silky. and now is like :/ i dont know.
weird? yeahh yeaaahhh. okayyy. cut the crap. i'm so
gonna go out tomorrow. promised Fierra to go Pavi tmrw.
haaaaaaa. its been long. and and second of all, congratulations
to my best friend who got together with my ex boyfriend. haha
she's been asking me to go to school and want me to watch them
making out just so to make me jealous -.- but, ewwww.
Grosss. who wants to see you making out with that that thing or wtv?
hahaha i dont care. i hate him. i know i do. you'll know..one day...
kan Aubrey kan? hahaha sorry i have to bring you upppp.
i miss youuu lots. mwuah mwuah! hehe. another
2 hours 45 minutes to gooooo. i cant wait for 10 pm.
i wanna watch "Hitam Putih" so badly -.- i didnt know i can
be this obssesed to something. haha. its just too much. gahhhh
i cant help it. go watch go watch! ya'll have to. okay. brb

Bilang saja bila kau mahu

sekarang kau dah rasa kan apa aku rasa selama ni?
heh jantan, aku sekarang nak nangis pun tak boleh.
semua air mata yang aku ada, aku habis kan kat kau.
eh, ada tak kau pernah appreciate satu benda pun aku
buat or bagi kat kau? apa yang kau nampak is that i'm
making things worst. okayhhh, maybe between kita
banyak jugak sweet memories or whatever, but no.
aku tak rindu kau lah. sorry bro. aku dah tak rasa apa benda
pun kat kau. kau ada awek hawt ke, kau jadi famous ke,
aku takkan jealous or fall for you ever again. no way. langkah
mayat aku dulu lahhh. i gave you my everything but in the end
you treated me like shit and say i changed. what the fuck.
but i'm glad that we're over :)

Adoiyaii

for them i willllllll <3 haha gataii nohh -.-

Here's to the motherfucking Bitch

FIRST AND FOR MOST, YOU HAVE
MADE MY LIFE SO MUCH WORST THAN
I HAVE EVER HAD. YOU CAN NEVER STAY
OUT OF MY WAY CANT YOU? ALWAYS THERE
WATCHING ME MOVE LEFT TO RIGHT AND
RIGHT TO WRONG. BUT WAIT. I KNEW WHAT I
WAS DOING BUT YOU MADE UP STORIES. WELL,
LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO. WHATEVER. YOU TELLING
ME LIES EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY. NO.
EVERYTIME YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH TO
SPEAK, ITS ALL BULLSHIT. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MY MUM CAN STAND BEING WITH YOU FOR.. WHAT? 25 YEARS? WHAT THE FUCK. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, STAY OUT OF MY SIGHT. THANKS





HANISAH HJ. PALLAH, THE MOTHERFUCKING SLUT :)


Thank you for reading. have a pleasant Day.

Hugs and Kisses

aubrey aubrey aubrey aubreyyy!
Aubrey Cassandra Tasha Carlos!
i misssssss yyyoooouuuu sssooooo
muuucchhhhhh and and and i lovvveee
youuuuuuu :)

i'm so gonna miss you.. next year :(

Slipped Away

ehhh, awak awak. saya rasa gembira sangat.
saya tak pernah rasa gembira macam ni. saya
nak berterima kasih lah kat awak. mana lah tahu
awak tengah baca ni kan *you tu kan suke menyebok
hal orang* saya nak bagi tau awak yang saya tak
rasa menyesal langsung. lagi suka adalah. kenapa lah
saya bertindak begitu lambat? ishhh issshhh
saya cuma nak awak tahu yang i'm doing alot
more better WITHOUT you :) and i hope
you do too. i'm tired of people asking me about the break
up thing. its stupid. we got together, we fight, we break. okay.
maybe a little bit of love. but whats the big deal? its JUST
break up and eventually you'll find someone better. right?
i mean, i dont care about you anymore but i am sooooo wayyyy
toooooo sick about friends or relatives keep on asking me
whether i'm doing okay with the break up. well hell yeah! you should know
that i never felt this FREE for a veryyyy veryyy long time.
so whatever it is, i really want people to stop asking me for God's sake!
oh my god. menyampah pulak aku dengar. elok elok aku happyyy
then tiba tiba orang tanya "ehh, kau ngn dia kenapa break?" or
"eh, kau tak kisah ke korang break?" or even "kau tak rindu dia ka?"
okay first, aku break sebab bla bla bla bla, second, aku tak kesah lah
nak break ngn sesape pun. and no. aku tak rindu dia langsung!
sumpah demi Allah! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tension aku. nothing nor no one last forever!
its all bullshit. i love you forever, i'll die for you. i live my life for you.
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING, you mean alot to me. you are MY life.
pukimak lahhhh! that is all JUST words! whatever lahhh. semua tuh
taik babi! bukan nye betul pun. or or or we're gonna be together forever.
itu lagi lah! mcm bodoh je if you fall for that. i've been a fool for falling
so hard on that. but in the end, it doesnt mean anything. nothing at all!

words we swore we meant, we just take it back. cus it doesnt mean
a shit to you.

you've brought me down. you made me weak with your
kononnya sweet words. and so whatever. Dude, i'm so over
you. i hate you alot till it hurts. i swear. you mean nothing to me.
anymore. just dont come back. and no, i'm not expecting.

Love, CHELSEA AMIRA.

The Ugly Truth

1. Name ?
chelsea amira binti amir zohri

2. Nickname
chels

3. Age ?
15

4. Where do you live?
shah alam

5. Hobby ?
i dont know

6. Hair colour ?
now? ada red sikit, then brown and and black

7. Eye colour ?
very dark brown. very

8. Drink?
-WOOHOOO

9. Smoke?
:)

10. Done Drugs?
agak agak?

11. Virgin?
good girls gone bad?

12. Favourite Drink?
:)

13. Favourite Food?
any food?

14. Favourite Cigarettes/Cigars?
SKL/Dunhill & Malboro

15. Whats your favourite number?
2

16. Favourite radio station?
fly, hitz, red, lite and mix

17. Favorite fast food restaurant?
i dont knowwwwwww

18. Favourite fancy restaurant?
all the fancy restaurant :p

19. Favourite subject in school?
english . haha paling senang

20. Favourite band ?
Linkin Park

21. Favourite singer?
Pink

22. Favourite actress/actresses ?
-.-

23. What is your shoe size?
6 , 7 , 8 ?

24. What is your favorite book?
Pretty Little Liars

25. Are you a morning person or a night person?
night person, fo shoo

26. Favourite word?
makk kauuu!

27. Biggest fears?
gelap

28. Biggest weaknesses?
myself?

29. Bad habit
haha i dont know

30. Current mood ?
highhhhayayaaiiii

31. Are you gay/lesbian?
both

32. Party or the Beach?
PARRRTTTYYYYYYYYYYYY

33. Coke/pepsi ?
cokeeee

34. Doggies or Kitties?
- doggieee :p

35. Shorts or Pants?
no shorts, no pants, okaiiiii?

36. T-Shirts or Long Sleeved?
t-shirt je lah

37. House or Apartment?
condo

38. YM or MSN?
- msn

39. Lions or Tigers?
- TIGERRRRR

40. Hairspray or Gel?
i dont need any

41. Bath or Shower?
both?

42. Shoes or Flip Flops?
err.

43. Lipstick or Lipgloss?
liplick ada? :DD

44. Pancakes or Waffles?
pancakeeessssss

45. Chris Brown or anita serawak?
chrissssss bbbrrrooowwnnnn?

46. Pitbull or Daddy Yankee?
Daddy Yankee

47. Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise ?
Brad Cruise :)

48. Salt or pepper ?
- pepper

49. McDonald's or Burger King?
McD's

50. CSI or Law and Order?
CSI

51. Battleship or Monopoly?
- monopoly .

52. Will Farrell or Adam Sandler?
adam sandler

53. Red or blue?
-red

54. Apple juice or Orange juice?
orangeeeeee

55. Love or Lust?
none, dua dua shit

56. When's the last time you had a headache?
can i say now?

57. How do you feel right now?
so bored ;/

58. Does anyone call you baby?
RAMAIIIIII :p

59. Would you ever get a tattoo?
yes! if i could do it now, i WILL

60. What's the first thing you thought of this morning?
what is today gonna be likeee?

61. What's something you really want right now?
kaaa chinggg! ka ching! show meh da moneyyyyyhhh

62. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
everything closed. kecuali lampu :S

63. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
depends

64. Do you have freckles?
-nope

65. Do you always smile for pictures?
why shouldnt i?

66. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
yes.

67. What size is your bed?
Queen going to be King yawwww

68. What is your Song of the week?
Britney Spears's Three Love

69. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
yeahhh. cute apa :p

70. Do you still watch cartoons?
Barney

71. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
hahaah both?

72. Best thing to eat for breakfast?
ice cream

73. What is your usual bedtime?
anytime

74. Are you lazy?
all the time?

75. What is your Chinese astrological sign?
um..

76. Are you stubborn?
-very

77. Afraid of heights?
- yes :|

78. Can you curl your tongue?
yeessss

79. Can you swim well?
no :(

80. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
yes

81. Are you patient?
- SUPER NO

82. DJ or band, at a wedding?
- DJ marii , oh tak. both :)

83. What is your favorite lyric?
--Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

84. Are you a fast or slow typer?
- medium ada tk ? hahaha

85. What is your most viewed website?
- facebook and myspace and here?

86. Do you hate anyone?
- yes , tunggu masa nak game

87. Does anyone hate you?
-yes. plenty

88. Do you like to get drunk?
with friends ;)

89. Do you like the color black more than most colors?
yesss. very much

90. Your thoughts on our president........?
now is najib right ? :S

91. Would you rather travel to Europe or Australia?
-europe lagi best


92. Would you rather swim in the ocean or in a pool?
pool parttyyyy :p

93. Would you rather take a vacation to the ocean or a lake?
- ocean baybeeh

94. What's better, the last day of school or your birthday?
- obviously both lah enn bangang lah kau

95. Would you skydive for RM2000?
-2000 ? wthhh maan , sikit gila

96. What's worse: a headache or a stomachache?
- both

97. What's worse: a dentist appointment or a doctor's appointment?
- both , i dont like them

98. Do you like the smell of gasoline?
noh

99. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
look into the mirror to see how i look like dengan rambut serabai -.-

100. What were you doing at 5pm yesterday?
oh yeah, i was with your boyfriend. secretly making out :)

shut the ucfk up

1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
uhhhh, tak ingat la. last punya last punya last week kot?

2. What were you doing this morning at 8?
zzzzzz. sleeping like a pig

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
myspacing and facebooking

4. What are you wearing right now?
this huge t-shirt of my exs'. haha, si anak Khalid :p

5. Are you mad at anyone right now?
-yes

6. The last two people to say they loved you?
ehem * and *ahem

7. Kissed someone in the last 24 hrs?
i wished

8. Are you happy with your living arrangements?
now? VERY MUCH MORE HAPPIER

9. Last thing received in the mail?
tak check lg -.-

10. Do you have any famous relatives?
i cant remember

11. Have you ever had sex in a public place?
boleh jugak satu hari nanti :p

12. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
uhm. i dont know what to say

13. How is your hair?
so dry :/ benci aku

14. How many different drinks have you had today?
i had milo, tea, orange juice and coke :)

15. What have you eaten today?
food

16. Are you any good at math?
not a chance

17. What did you do Friday night?
apa hehh? ohhh. went out with Zaf :)

18. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
noooooooooo. okay well, sometimes

19. Are you taken for granted?
i was, before.

20. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
72 hours pun pernah

21. Do you like the ocean?
ocean deep. yes :p

22. Did you stay friends with your ex's?
as dia punya pet sis pun :)

23. What are you excited about?
cant wait for saturday :DD

24. What did you do two nights ago?
fought with Zaf. and make out? ho ho ho. agak la :p

25. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
-yes

26. Where do you keep your money?
somehwere in my room lah

27. Do you remember the most naughty night of your life?
that night

28. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
both pun takpa lah :p cehh

29. What was the weather like on your birthday?
coming soon

30. Would you make out with anyone on your top friends list?
shhhhh.

blame it on you, bitch.

Where is your Mother?
she just went down few secs ago :)

Where is your Father?
wooooooorkkkiinnggg

Do you like to swim?
yes, verrryyyy

Do you need to return anyones phone call?
alot :/

Where were you born?
Kudat , Sabah

Where do you keep your birth certificate?
mummy IS keeping it :p

How many months until your birthday?
days you mean? ho ho ho. 20 days :s

What is the closest orange object to you?
ehem. nothing

Have you sneezed in the past hour?
i cant remember

How many books are in your room?
too many. haha

What did you last eat?
rice and chicken curry. sedappp

Who is your favorite teacher of all time?
nobody

Name one of your goals for this year?
none? :/

What is the biggest trouble you have ever been in?
the one i'm facing, currently :/

Did you cry because Michael Jackson died?
hmmm. not really. should i?

What does your 9th message on your phone say?
= i miss you syg

Look to your left. Whats there?
wall.

Ever pop someone elses pimple?
wanted to. but he'she ran away :p

How long does it take you to fall asleep?
very long. hohoho

Are you scared about the end of the world?
yes. very.

Is there a TV in the room you are in?
nahh

What are you looking forward to?
hmmmm, nothing really

What comes to your mind when I say red?
lady in red?

What other language do you want to be fluent in?
Philippines

Do you crack your neck often?
uhh. no?

Do you usually hold your pee for a long time?
if i have to :S ergh

Is it possible to lick your elbow?
no ?

Worst feeling in the world?
this feeling

Whats your current favorite commercial?
-none

Name something you think is pointless?
ihavenoidea

Favorite fast food restaurant?
banyak sangat lah :p

Have you ever been in a fist fight?
-yes

Would you concider yourself as a pyro?
-no

Did you have a weird dream last night?
apparently yes

Do you wish at 11:11?
must i?

tidakkkk

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i'm SO in love gila gila!

haaaaaaaaaaaa

Dimas Beck, waduhhhh.
jatuh hati :p

Suryaaaaaa :p

halaaamakkkkk. i only manage to find
one picture of the sinetron :p you know.
the one i'm crazy all about. Hitam Putih
yehhhhhh. well, you know what? i'm still
gonna find it, no.matter.what.it.takes! ho ho
sanggup doh. if you're in MY place, i'm sure
as hell that you're gonna looooooovvvveee
the story. hehhh. i cant wait to watch it tonight
heeeee. harap harap lah takda halangan kannn?
grrr. well, yang penting is that i GOT THE SONG!
haha bangga dohh! susah payah aku cari.
well, its worth it! :B



ohhh, click lah to enlargeeeee, cepat! haha

Heyy Yahh

haaaa menyampah aku tengok love story or what so ever
but soooooo sweeeeeeeeet gilaaaaa. hahaha alahhhhh,
but it wont last forever punya *marah nihh* haha

Sharmila: aku nak berdoa so semua yang couple tak kan
kekal lama. kalau ye pun, dorang tak akan happy!


amek kauuuuuuu. AMINNNNN! haha jahat nya aku -.-
no offense la people. it wasnt me who said it. haha

just so you know, Sharmila kononnya still emotional
tentang her previous relationship. 2 years for nothing.
the fucking guy just go and dump her for some other rotten
bitch and well, look at what they're standing now! they broke off.
bodohkan laki mcm dia. so, aku tak salah kan Sharmila if she
does 'anything' kat dia. ho ho ho. he deserves to be threatened
badly! hah! kalau aku tempat Sharmila, aku gantung mati mamat tuh.
marah nieee.


so anywayyyyyyyyyy, i dont know why i'm still at home.
i'm suppose to be in Penang by... er.. now? fuck yes! hah
well, nak buat mcm mana? mummy tak consistant. geram akuuuu
ishhh! i pity Andrea and others, keep calling me and asking me
where am i, or what time am i gonna reach or, jadi ke tak.
haiihhhhh. mummy oh mummy, if only you... ohh, nothing.
headache aku fikir pasal nih -.-

haaaaaaaaaaaa, tak dpt pictures tapi i got this! hehehhhhhhh :p
sukanyaaa aku. see for yourself lahh. ohhh yaaa yaaaa, other
than HITAM PUTIH, there's this one more series called TAWAKAL.
agak best jugak :p haha nanti lah ye aku cari. malas lah.
byeee

Obsessed much?

haaaaaaa. ohmygod. i cant believe i'm SO addicted to this
Indonesian series called HITAM PUTIH just because of
ehem ehem, the guys. haha and oh shit oh shit oh shit! the song!
ohmyyyyyFgoooooddddddddd! i'm so into the sonnnggggg!
dengarrrr lahhhhh! tajuk dia Andai Kau Bisa. gila gempak aku cakap.
dah jatuh cinta aku ngn cerita tuhh. blame kak Seri for this.
she've been making me watch this every night. haaaaaaaa.
you should watchhhhhh tau tauu tauuuuuuuuuuu! cop cop.
why am i being like this? hehhh -.- who gives a shit. i dont care!
but but butttttt, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, best gila dohhhh.
kau sayang aku then kau tengok lah. hee. i'm searching for their photos
in google. nak upload. but still tak dpt dpt. takpaaaa, i'll do it no matter what
it takes! hah. bye ahhh. i wanna find their photo and i wanna download
their song. kalau lah dapat, tidur lena aku malam ni :) wish me best of luck

byehhhhh.

uhhhh, i'm so blank. i dont know what to say.
i'm still thinking what to think about. tf? -.-
whatever. BRB

Goodbye

first , i'm so over you . just so you know .
second , i dont even find myself thinking of you ever again .
i mean , NEVER .
third , i dont even freaking miss you :)
fourth , i've got no feelings for you anymore .
and GOD! it feels so good to NOT having you
around me . cus all you do is bring me down with
your so called smart thinking lah kan :) but shit ,
i feel so free to be outta your hand and i dont ever
wanna spend another minute with you . oh no ,
i wont , i cant , i'll never and i dont want to :)
and just so if you're wondering , i hate you . haha .
you telling your friends about me , i dont give
a damn shit JERK . say what you want cus i can do it too .
kan ? telling your people to add me up on myspace and
telling them to write so and so about me ? do it .
i'm not even gonna pay attention on it . jangan risau lah .
aku tak nak pun . buan masa aku :) so dear beloved Jerk ,
you WILL regret . not now , not tomorrow , not next week ,
not next month , not next year , but ONE DAY :)

have a pleasent day,

*mwuuuahhhh mwuuuahhhh* , Jerk :)