Friday, October 30, 2009

Never Had a Dream Come True

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa finally lahhhh dapat jugak!
i couldnt blog for few days cus i CANT log in to
my acc. i was just thinking nak buat blog baru lagi
cus i really got fed up on trying and trying and trying.
mcm bodoh je -.- so i dont know what i press
sini sana then tiba tiba boleh log in sudah. babi lah
mendalah nie. geram aku. GRRRR. anywayyyyyyyyy,
my life is so much better now. tadi pergi tengok/baca
blog Neesha, pasal dia sama bf dia break. awww babe, i
tumpang sedihhh. but whoaaaaa girl, you are so strong,
and and you know the part where you said yang you are
just fifteen and kenapa have to be so gila babi serious,
something like that, and the part mana you kata
" enjoy life to the fullest max " tu kannn? wow.
so inspired dohh. haha -.- anyways, to be precise, i'm still
not yet fully okay with the break up thing with ehem ehem
but what to do, everything changed and it CANNOT be fixed no
matter what so, break je lah. haha. no. i'm not planing
on having one right now. malas nak fikir banyak banyakkkkkk lah,
menyampah aku. hahah. ala, bak kata Neesha, enjoy life kan?
yeeessshhhhhhh. i'm so doing that with every chances i get, pssstttt.
*which is all the time? *
hahaha, whatever. thats life. whatever happens, happens lah kan?
lagi pun, nothing last forever :) hmmmmm, okay, school? VERY boring!
hahaha pegi sekolah, cakap cakap then baca story book while listening
to musics then go makan makan, then balik kelas tidur then bgun pegi
lunch lagii. then gossip gosssip, stop kejap, tidur balik and go back home.
haiihhhh. apa yang best sangat haaa? well, atleast dapat jumpa kawan la
kan. haha. anyways, ohhh satu lagi. gila rasa guilty dohhhh. i'm like so close
ngn my so called bestie punya ex. i mean, okay its nothing but it feels so wrong.
tapi bila i come to think of it kan, fuck. she's close with my ex! so what should
i be scared of? ahhhh. whatever. rasa bersalah. mcm buat dosa gila besar je -.-
so uhhhhh, nothing much. just the same old boring story of mine. but
before apa apa lah kan, i just want YOU to know that
i'm doing so much more better without you! i dont miss you and i dont
love you like i used to :) ohhh annnd ooohhhh, i am sooooooo moving on,
alright?


thats all :)

will be back in a short while. byeee ahhh

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