Slipped Away

ehhh, awak awak. saya rasa gembira sangat.
saya tak pernah rasa gembira macam ni. saya
nak berterima kasih lah kat awak. mana lah tahu
awak tengah baca ni kan *you tu kan suke menyebok
hal orang* saya nak bagi tau awak yang saya tak
rasa menyesal langsung. lagi suka adalah. kenapa lah
saya bertindak begitu lambat? ishhh issshhh
saya cuma nak awak tahu yang i'm doing alot
more better WITHOUT you :) and i hope
you do too. i'm tired of people asking me about the break
up thing. its stupid. we got together, we fight, we break. okay.
maybe a little bit of love. but whats the big deal? its JUST
break up and eventually you'll find someone better. right?
i mean, i dont care about you anymore but i am sooooo wayyyy
toooooo sick about friends or relatives keep on asking me
whether i'm doing okay with the break up. well hell yeah! you should know
that i never felt this FREE for a veryyyy veryyy long time.
so whatever it is, i really want people to stop asking me for God's sake!
oh my god. menyampah pulak aku dengar. elok elok aku happyyy
then tiba tiba orang tanya "ehh, kau ngn dia kenapa break?" or
"eh, kau tak kisah ke korang break?" or even "kau tak rindu dia ka?"
okay first, aku break sebab bla bla bla bla, second, aku tak kesah lah
nak break ngn sesape pun. and no. aku tak rindu dia langsung!
sumpah demi Allah! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tension aku. nothing nor no one last forever!
its all bullshit. i love you forever, i'll die for you. i live my life for you.
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING, you mean alot to me. you are MY life.
pukimak lahhhh! that is all JUST words! whatever lahhh. semua tuh
taik babi! bukan nye betul pun. or or or we're gonna be together forever.
itu lagi lah! mcm bodoh je if you fall for that. i've been a fool for falling
so hard on that. but in the end, it doesnt mean anything. nothing at all!

words we swore we meant, we just take it back. cus it doesnt mean
a shit to you.

you've brought me down. you made me weak with your
kononnya sweet words. and so whatever. Dude, i'm so over
you. i hate you alot till it hurts. i swear. you mean nothing to me.
anymore. just dont come back. and no, i'm not expecting.

Love, CHELSEA AMIRA.